Date : Monday, January 11, 2010
Time : 10:59 PM
Title :

I suck. I know i suck.

Why, why is everything like thatttt
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I think it's my fault.
No, it is my fault.
It is all my fault.
How? How? HOW?!
bitch.
suck balls. everything suck balls.

Anyway had lunch with willis today.
I swear it sucked.
Yes, idiot prove i know. IIDIOTZ PROVEXZS WILLIS TEO.
Fuck. YES FUCK.
3 bowls of ice kachang really helps in deteriorating your anger and frustration before it gets worst.
Serious.

Had erhu, had loads to memorize.
That builds up even more of my frustration.

Took 64 and changed to 154 at..... i don't know where.
Saw Nicholas at the busstop.
and we chatted a lil and i left.
thanks for flagging the bus, cos if not it wouldve left like the previous one.
wtf, lol.

Ah off to bed now.
Go sleep and stop thinking.

I suck. I really do.
i'm just simply wondering what happens if i were to be gone one day.
out of this world.
out of your sight.
some of you would be jumping for joy yeah.
whatever i don't give a fucking shit to you people.

I'm stupid I'm useless I'm hopeless.
yeah.
I hate myself for being such a fucker.
I can cry a bucket of tears right infront of you now
so just stop irritating me when i'm already so paranoid.

I shall sleep in tomorrrow.
I don't feel like going to school.
But i know i can't skip school
ah shit this big big time.
gdnight.